Below are the 17 most recent journal entries recorded in blackrainbow_13's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, April 18th, 2007
6:10 pm	*ahem* i do not use this account and i do regret ever using it.. cuz i sounded so fucking lame. but i have to update it for one reason, tim was upset that i had never mentioned him before so here it is: i have a boyfreind his name is tim we started going out on the 8th of december of 2005. i love him to death aaaaaaaaaaand i couldn't write a billion journal entries to tell you what i have to say about him. *fin* -Meesh
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Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
6:13 pm	updated in a LONG TIME Today I: *Got up *Got ready *Caught bus *Got harrassed by Harlow in some way, shape, or form *Went to classes (E period realized that Rothwell really is god is large nippled, too pretty for her age, gym teacher form) *Cemented that Sammy, KippeR, Harlow, and I are going to hell *Came home *Kicked ted and jeff out for the last time *Ate ungodly amounts of fudge laced cookies *Spent way too much time and effort on a meaningless history essignment *And am now...making sure EVERY SINGLE 1123 SONGS on my itunes library are CAPTALIZED PROPERLY and have all the information I can provide for them. Kill.me. Current Mood: bitchy
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Saturday, April 15th, 2006
9:47 pm	Ryan told me to update... So i did. its saturday and it sucked. just like the rest of my vaca will wooo. *meesh*
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Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
11:02 pm	saweeet i havnt been on in lik uber catrillion baziliion years. slash. like.....20 days. shhhh um ah so what happned today? well.. i stayed after as usual..there was a pen with shockingness or somthing....and..............yeah thats about it. I got a 100 PERCENT ON A CHEM THINGY *shakes non existant ass* I returned a sweatshirt ON TIME for once in my life :D i uhhhhhh am indian. im waiting for 11 11...which shall be in 7 minutes and i prolly love u.. the end *meesh* Current Mood: she looks lik shes dieing...
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Monday, March 6th, 2006
6:45 pm	what a beautiful wedding so yeah. today was...monday failed yet ANOTHER math quiz...but honestly who is gonna use geometry? WHO!? but i actually knew what I was doing in chem..twas exciting so tomorrow im throwing KippeR a one day early bday party after schooleth. Everyone should come....cuzzzz I sed so..it really wont be much of a party...more just us hugging her alot and saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ....but come anyways.......Im sure youll add to the sexy. So....yeah I havnt written in this thing in a while. oh! I found out somthing new today....a certain homosexual someone (its not sam calm down) refuses to use the word GAY. interesting? I thought so. lastly. i would like to leave you with a few words. I'M A LESBIAN SHE'S A LESBIAN WE ARE LESBIANS KISSING IN THE RAIN *octave higher* KISSING IN THE RAIN IT'S OK IF YOUR STRAIGHT WE DON'T CARE IF YOU WATCH WHILE IM COMBING HER HAIR WITH HER FACE IN MY CROOOOTCHHHHHHHHH!!!! ok ZE END *meesh*
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Saturday, February 25th, 2006
6:10 pm	"MUHAMAD JEEHAD" Today Sammy n Nissa came over.Twas a joyous occassion. Sam = picture whore....and apprently its contagious..cuz i know have a bunch of pictures of me on Nissa's camera. Tee hee. We "practiced" our Kucaj play.....kinda...not really..at all. Whatever...I'm a prostitute..I'll wing it...I mean how hard can it be..i sex some1 and then get paid. I've watched enough 7th Heaven to be able to do that ok dont ask. so umm i made Sammy pant heavily. I was proud hee! *meesh* Current Mood: i love these smilies...DRUNK!
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Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
7:33 pm	what a beautiful wedding...too bad the poor grooms bride is a WHORE... I smell like play-doh..cuz iv been playing with it. im pissed. i don't know why. im bored. the reason for that, however, i do know. its because once again my mother has managed to completley deprive me of contact with the outside world...citing that i am going to be "ignorant" for the rest of my life. The connection? I'll tell you when i figure it out...besides that iv had a...completley non-productive day. Im a gonna try to get to nissa's tomorrow.....itll prolly involve putting my little brother into a cage with a supply of food and video games...but i can deal with that when the time comes. Did you know play-doh contains wheat? i did not...until now. Thts intersting. Wow.............myspace ruined my life. bee tee double you. It makes me wanna die..........no. It makes me wanna kill. tom...to be exact. who the fuck is this tom anyways? some ugly pimply old dude who likes to get his jollys by sucking people into an internet void that no matter how much they try to deny will always come to haunt them in their sleep?!.......i dunno.......or maybe hes just the scapegoat for some neo nazi..i dont know.......i...dont...know................ well onto less politically incorrect things...i want gum. as usual........reallly badly...................oh..and since when were leggings under skirts back in fashion? some1 needs to kil the olde (yes with an "e" making it trule olde) bag who is bringing 80's fads back...they were fads for a reason. well im a gonna go this was prolly the most ADD journal entry iv ever encountered love, meesh :-* Current Mood: holy shit..its satan's spawn.
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Thursday, February 16th, 2006
7:21 pm	i'm an emo kid. im as non conforming as can be, and ud be nonconforming to, if you were JUST LIKE ME so yeah. todays the 16th...and not rapture..AGAIN. yup yup yup. so i was in a movie today. i sucked. and im completley aware. it was so hard.....harder then i thought it would be...because...i dunno...LIKING GIRLS IS HARD DAMNIT!!!!! SOoooo some1s never gonna be a lesbian *raises hand* egh....whatever. SO yeah........i have kucaj first thing tomorrow. joy.....its lik an emo fix to tie me over for vacation. which i am determined to make AWESOME. i shall go to nissa's..and the mall...and....ppl will come over and we shall party. i am DETERMINED! i already said that. ur over it. so......i went down to the lake today. twas frozen. but all slushy. i got all wet. but it was worth it. it was so beautiful. i hate the winter....cuz.....today was so pretty...but its just gonna get ugly and cold tomorrow. it fucks everything up. i realized how out of fucking shape i am today. in pilotes....my muscles are so sore....ahh the intensnesss!!! yeah. so i decided that capatalizing is for squares. []'s.....oh yes..how i drew 8==============> and drew some more. can i BE any more immature? i think not. i could draw the boobs to....but then ppl would just plain start throwing stuff. so yeah. i should be doing somthing useful. but, shouldnt we all? stupid gabby got me hooked onto midless self indulgence...........im such a band binging whore. seriously..i have SERIOUS BAND BULIMIA. i binge on bands and then lik forget about them three weeks later........whatever. ok so NOTE TO EVERYONE: *probs *Obbs *pergers *tots *fills *whatevs *maybs *and whatever the fuck else ur little minds decide ur too fat and lazy to say the whole word for and decide to shorten PLEASE REFRAIN FROM EVER USING THESE AROUND ME. I WILL BITCH SLAP. ok i love you all, *meesh* P.S: HEE :D Current Mood: LMAO....its from the song.
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Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
6:34 pm	hee! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE! mine was superduper full o' joy annnndddd i shall get even fatter with chocolate. but im over it. soooooOoOoOO.........i have a little midget in my closet that i worship at night also theres no way in hell id ever get into Lord and Taylors...they have curry people. umahhhhh so come1 call me. <333's meesh
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Saturday, February 11th, 2006
1:43 pm	ummmahhhh im bored......sooo bored...and i cant find the fucking computer cable to hook my camera up to the computer BUT I FINALLY GOT MY IPOD TO TURN OFF!!!!! SO EXCITING!!!! NOW I CAN ACTUALLY LIKE..CARRY IT AROUND AND WHAT NOT!!!!! HEE!!!!!! yes, you cant see me, but... i did a dance ...... OH how i danced. sooo um im a gonna go look for that cable...i have such cute pictures on my camera...and thye need to be DOWNLOADED everyone call me mwah meesh Current Mood: chipper
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Friday, February 10th, 2006
6:42 pm	lalalaaaaaaaaaaaa um so tis friday and i once again have NOTHING to do all weekend. im such a loser. ugh. i was on the phone with kipper for FOUR straight hours....talking about.NOTHING we talked about how different couples children would be.....twas tre usless.................im so sick of people. honestly. like.......all everyone seems to want to do is take advantage of people or make other people feel akward and self consious. booooooo people........ UGH STUPID WHORES!!!! wow random subject change. sorry. some people need to get a STD vaccine.now. oh i hate chem...................so very much. some1 give me weekends plans gfttm, meesh Current Mood: <looks lik shes gona blow som1
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Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
8:22 pm	ahhhhhhh!!!!! I HATE CHEMISTRY I HATE CHEMISTRY WITH BURNING PASSIONS YOU PEOPLE CANNOT COMPREHEND OH THE HATRED THAT SPEWS FROM THIS INDIAN.... AHHH! AHHHHHH AH hehe the enter button was just SEVERLEY masturbated it needs a rest but i shalnt stop heee ok so i shall stop now. but seriously...i need to do hw...wel i should but...........homework is for SQUARES which i am NOT.well........................i mean............................................ i dunno. i just lost train of thought. "how hard is it to lose a train..." i know i know....ugh. but seriously..i cannot wait for this year to end so i can get my NON EXISTANT ASS out of chem FOREVER booOoOoOOooOOoO some1 stay up all night with me...or i shall be alone and possibly kill myself no1 wants a dead meesha......funeral costs went up this year....!! i loath myself ok byebye g.f.t.t.m, meesh<333 Current Mood: crappy
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Monday, February 6th, 2006
6:35 pm	meep meep woop woop so bored. should be doing HOMEWORK...slash the spawn of satan..but decided not to..SPEAKING OF SATAN...RAPTURE DID NOT HAPPEN TODAY AND I FEEL THE NEED TO TYPE IN ALL CAPS TO SHOW MY FURY AT THIS STATEMENT!!!! ugh....what a let down...i mean i get all worked up..ready for seven years of excrutiating pain....and what do i get? TIFFANY WALKING INTO THE CAF THIS MORNING.....BOOOoOOoooOoOoO!!!!! um so........kucaj playing guitar made my day...NAY! my year!...that was so awesome..he was so angsty and emo about it...twas even cute..in a VERY creepy emo english teacher way....u know how it goesss.. wel um yes..THEY LOOK SO CUTE TOGETHER...i dont even think "they" knwo who im ltaking about. but oh em gee they look ADORABLE. moving onwards.................some call me PLEASE. i am bored......... sooooooooo i wish i could play the guitar. soo cool. and have any of u heard the emo kid song? tis a joyous sound for ur earhole. trust me. i have peanut butter...what have u done with ur life??? im gonna go now h e e ! ! mwah, meesh Current Mood: bored.....
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Sunday, February 5th, 2006
8:38 pm	egh... i hate high school. im not gonna lie. so pointless. especcially westford high school. so fake. all the people are fake. I mean wow...i get to be judged by these people..feel lik shit if they dont lik the "outfit" im wearing..and then after my self confidence has been permenently damaged, i never see them again! woooo hooooo. ugh. stupid freshman sluts to..i mean..not that i should talk but still....at least...i dunno...i didnt act GHETTO!!!!! lik holy shit...u live in westford...go in ur new mercedes benz down to the mall and buy a $300 dollar purse lik u always do. DO NOT, however, act lik u belong in a barber shop somwhere in the bronx. ud die. immediatly. slowley. using aresenic.... ok wow im so done now mwah meesh Current Mood: haha im ALWAYS ditzy tho
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10:21 am	tis 10 21....and i have no life tis the morning....so i cant even say "what i did today..." but i already know whats gonna happen...im gonna sit on my [non-existant]ass and procrastinate homework as much as possible..and then do it and then shower and then sleep..woooo. ill prolly talk to as many people on the phone as possible first tho..considering tomorrows rapture and all that fun stuff. I'm still sick......booo. hee! but i love my icon! i know a couple ppl that would appreciate it. ;) earlier today i dropped my bagel on the ground. twas a sad sad occasssion. I whined until smo picked it up for me. :D thats just how i roll..what can i say? ok well...i shall depart but some1 call me before i die of bordom mwah meesh. Current Mood: ..as usual...
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Saturday, February 4th, 2006
5:13 pm	ugh ugh i might as well use this thing. im so fing bored. and sick......booooo everyones sick. And i suppose being the biggest moocher ever to walk the face of the planet...i drank someones coke or somthing...so i kinda deserve it....Whatever. I should be writing Kucaj's essay..but I can't think of a single thing to write about. I don't own anything "special..." or whatever. This may be due to the fact that i have no talent or that everytime i do get somthing worth saving i lose it when i move. I could write about fat fuck.....but thats so cliched. "This is my dog...he means a lot to me.." blah blah blah...booooring. haha...i suppose everyone should know if i refer to fat fuck i mean joey the dog. Don't worry im not being politically incorrect or anything hes really the most obese creature ull ever hope to encounter......... enter enter enter so........sarah and me n nissa decided that if mr kucaj were to have a child it would resemble big bird. Not the yellow part.....but just about everything else. Even the voice. I thought everyone should know. ugh some1 call me.....oh the bordom. Wow..im so whiny....egh whatever, im good at it. so.....did u know that serenading ur computer turns it on...and a horny computer is basically when the cd drive is out.......i learned that from a certain gay some1 today. twas enlightening. oh the uselessness meeeeep meep woop wooop so i have a cough drop..what have you done with your life?? nothing of that stature i can tell you that right now. im leaving now before i say somthing that reminds me even MORE of how usless i am. mwah *meesh* Current Mood: bored
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Friday, February 3rd, 2006
7:13 pm	I GOT AN LJ So yeah...i got an lj gooo meesha! haha ok EVERYONE FREIND ME!!!!! AHH!!! THE EXCITMENT after i got rid of myspace u all thought id be gone from the internet fad world!!! but sadly...it just sucked me right back in god damnit. so um yeah. I suppose this is where i rant: Well today sucked in that i am SO SICK!!!! and i went to school despite my mom telling me i could take the day off.....im sucha dumb ass. English was..........a waste of braincells at the max..as usual. God SHE'S SO DUMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "Whats a decade." oh dear. kill urself. and um.......SOMEONE TAKE ME TO THE MALL ON SUNDAY!!!!!!! ok i shall leave now mwah, meesh Current Mood: chipper
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